I was surfing the net and found this story. I thought other mothers who are in post partum depression denial like I was might want to read this story. Thank god I did not have delusions or anything quite that dramatic, I did have some pretty severe depression. I tried to keep it in my "complete denial" folder. I did not want to believe I was that weak. I will say....It does not make you weak. It is a condition completely out of our control and despite what I tried to tell myself, it really exists. I recommend to all woman to not suffer in the little denial folder, but to just accept we are all humans and see your doctor. If I had seen the doctor, I bet I could have felt a lot better, a lot sooner!!!
I was considering a new layout, a new title, well just an overall new feel to my blog. I mean some things have changed since I first started recording my thoughts and feelings of the going ons in my everyday life. Well, I am no longer taking Paxil and well, crap.....I think that is it. I thought the poop was really no longer an issue as well until this week. Someone decided that an oopsie poopsie was not something they might share with their mother. You know the lady who does the laundry. I was blessed with the joy, upon removing clean clothes form the laundry, an overwhelming smell of shit. Yep, SHIT!!!! I had almost all the clothes in the dryer and noticed a wad, a ball, a massive roll of poop. Apparently someone had pooped enough in their underwear and then just snuck it into the dirty laundry. GROSS!!!! I mean really?!?!?!? You don't think you might have at least given me a heads up so that I could pre-clean the undies. Man, boys are so gross!
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